• FunkyMonkey@feddit.de
    701·
    1 year ago

    It’s heavy but I still miss when greentext got honest like this. I feel like there’s very few places left where people are “anonymous” and express their deepest thoughts.

    Whether true or not, thank you for sharing op. I hope you got some help.

  • halvar@lemm.ee
    6910·
    1 year ago

    For people not sure whether to read it or not: it’s fucked up and sad. Includes: sexual acts without consent, suicide.

  • 7heo@lemmy.ml
    491·
    1 year ago

    FWIW I’m not even depressed by the post, but by the comment section… I just wish the sister would have said something, the dude must be devastated…

        • Steak@lemmy.ca
          3·
          1 year ago

          God I hate the comedown. It wasn’t so bad the first few times but after a while it would be so so depressing for a few days/weeks after. Idk what it was I never really abused it I only did it maybe ten times and always spaced out a month or longer. Sometimes over a year. But after a while maybe I was just getting stuff that was cut more or something but the comedowns became almost unbearable. I haven’t done mdma in probably like 6 years now. But damn is it ever fun while your coming up and rolling, especially with some good friends and music.

          • newIdentity@sh.itjust.works
            2·
            1 year ago

            The come down isn’t even that bad. You just don’t want to stop the good feelings and stay in the ecstacy a little longer. You don’t want the night to end.

            I hate the come up though. There’s always a point I feel kind of bad and as if everything around me is too much. Then I usually need like 10 minutes alone and I’m the happiest boy in the universe. The only good thing about it is that I know that I will feel great in a few minutes.

            The come down/crash of Amphetamine though is so bad that I don’t want to do it anymore. MDMA doesn’t necessarily have a come down when you drink enough (but not too much) and sleep enough, which usually is pretty easy MDMA.

  • peanuts4life@beehaw.org
    247·
    1 year ago

    I did not expect to read something so heavy. Maybe add a trigger warning? I’m okay, but damn is this sad.

    Never kill yourself, but especially never kill yourself before confessing your pain. It’s incredible, how different people’s perceptions can be. You might just save your own life, and that of your loved ones too.

    • superkret@feddit.de
      31·
      1 year ago

      If you are triggered by things like this, it’s better to block this community right now.

    • discusseded@programming.dev
      2·
      1 year ago

      Oh I am so glad you’re ok. The second you called for a trigger warning my heart just reached right on out for you. I was saying to myself out loud, “oh no, peanuts4life are you ok?” and then you said you were. Such a relief.

      And your suicide advice? Top notch. I’m going to make sure that every time I hear someone threaten their own life, I’m going to tell them “Don’t. First you have to confess your pain. Don’t you know how different people’s perceptions can be?”

      Then they’re going to say “Yo, you’re right. I must never kill myself, but especially not before confessing my pain.”

      Such worldly wisdom, I’m practically speechless.

      • peanuts4life@beehaw.org
        11·
        1 year ago

        I’m glad you’re taking my advice <3 really, the world would be a much better place if everyone listened to me and did the things I said.