I don’t really do anything worthwhile. Or at least that is what it sounds like when it is talked about. “You didn’t have to do that” “you don’t feel like that do you” I must really not be good at anything, and I really did think I was helping. But I guess I should keep to what I am good at, being in the way.

I have what I need, a place so no one will need to deal with clean up, and I have the know how. Courage is the thing I need and let me tell you my courage grows everyday.

I will probably delete this when I wakeup in the morning because I am a coward, but soon I will have the strength and need the relief enough.

  • imPastaSyndrome@lemm.ee
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    1 year ago

    If you think you’re worthless and dumb then why do you think you’re right about that? Dumb people think they’re the smartest.

    Clearly the issue is thar your brain chemistry is fucked up and tricking you into thinking that’s true.

    It doesn’t make you a coward it makes you a genius. You’re intelligent enough to know that there’s literally no reason to end it now