I don’t really do anything worthwhile. Or at least that is what it sounds like when it is talked about. “You didn’t have to do that” “you don’t feel like that do you” I must really not be good at anything, and I really did think I was helping. But I guess I should keep to what I am good at, being in the way.

I have what I need, a place so no one will need to deal with clean up, and I have the know how. Courage is the thing I need and let me tell you my courage grows everyday.

I will probably delete this when I wakeup in the morning because I am a coward, but soon I will have the strength and need the relief enough.

  • TrickDacy@lemmy.world
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    1 year ago

    I have never met you, but it makes me sad to contemplate you doing this. Please don’t. The people who know you will be much sadder than I am.

    • AkaBobHoward@lemmy.worldOP
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      1 year ago

      I thank you for the sentiment, but the people here trying to help would honestly make much more of an impact, the people I have access to in real life would just offer options (that comes from experience by the way)