Last time Luke got a ruined orgasm and on top of that the amount of cum in his body remained the same, as I made him swallow it, so he didn‘t enjoy much of a relief from his horniness 🤭 I am wondering what I will do with him when I decide it‘s time to let him cum (or try) again. I have a few ideas, but there is just one thing I am certain of. I want him dripping horny, so whatever it will be, he‘ll have full balls and an empty head. That‘s how I like him the best 😇 he‘s the most fun, most attentive, give the best head and is most likely to agree to anything perverse I suggest, or even suggest something himself 🤭I still wonder if I should just give him another chance to try to sneak an orgasm past me, but I think that would be 99% just asking him to swallow it. So maybe should just make it 100% and order it. Anyway, that‘s not the point of this session… so I‘ll get to it someday later.

Luke still has a pretty fresh memory of the Christmas fuck I let him have. And I am so happy I did it. I am glad I‘ve learned not to corner myself with „rules“ I‘ve set before when I feel like they aren‘t fulfilling their purpose. Like keeping him 100% pussy-free is very hot, but gets less so over time as he gets used to it. So I think being almost pussy-free is the way to go. He‘ll never know how, when and if that happens and what conditions I‘ll have 😈

So when I unlocked the cage and pulled out the condom today I am pretty sure there was at least a spark of hope. He knew it was too soon and that I am almost certainly going to tease him and leave him denied and horny, just so to can see how desperate he is, but he couldn’t be completely sure. The irony of the condoms is, that they are meant for fucking, and yet I am almost exclusively using them for not-fucking. 😄 I found them great for limiting his direct touch. They lessen his sensitivity, capture all precum, so he doesn‘t get even a drop of it on my pussy, and are really like a glove for the penis. I am surprised they aren‘t used more for femdom activities. 😈

Anyway, as you can see from the video, I‘ve just went for the outercourse. Sliding with my pussy over his lubed dick is as close as he can hope to get now. I love how deep in subspace he is, as I tried to put the tip of his dick right on my pussy and he doesn‘t even try 🤭. We were both lubed, one stronger push and he‘s in me. I have to say I was a little tempted to push at least the head in and ultimately decided not to do it, but that‘s how I know I am doing the teasing right. I mean, if I am feeling it, he must be going nuts 😈 I wonder how it would screw his head if I mounted him for one deep thrust and that was it. Well, maybe one day we‘ll find out. 🤭

Funny thing is that for me, fucking isn‘t even that big of a deal. I usually just don‘t prefer it, but it‘s ok-ish. Sometimes it hurts a little, but when it doesn’t the feeling of fullness can be satisfying. But I know he idolizes it since he‘s denied for so long. I think the unachievability is what makes it special. I‘ve fucked people just because it was slightly awkward not to (and then never saw them again). Well, Luke had to spend two years in chastity so he could have a taste of it, but on the other hand, I am playing with him the most I ever did with anyone. Isn‘t that a lot more special? He might get some proper pussy eventually, but for now, I want him depraved and hungry for it. Because I think anything he‘s imagining in his cum filled brain is better than the reality. And I see no reason to change it. I like being worshipped and being in complete control over his sex life