Well I think I might be autistic, I’ve wondered why I feel so different from other people, why it feels like I am taking my entire life, why when I lose focus, or am not being focused on i become completely silent and struggle to make even simple comments, and why I have had to watch and learn from others to become remotely social. I guess those are all signs of autism. I took that RAADS-R test and got a score of 141, which is slightly above the mean for autistics, I also took a few other of those quizzes.

But my question is what happens now? What do I do? I don’t feel comfortable asking my parents if I can get examined, I can’t really afford to do it myself, but I guess I could try. I don’t want to just start saying that I’m autistic, and have to mention that it’s self diagnosed because I think we all know the stigma around that.

Heck I’m still in the stage (or I assume it’s a stage because it matches that one post here where they talked about their stages of realizing they have autism, and I related completely to it) where I’m not sure if I am not just faking this whole thing. So what do I do now?

  • puddlexplorer@lemmy.world
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    1 year ago

    Took that test too. 154. Still don’t get it, but I relate to so many things. The lines between what is what are blurry. But, hey, tomorrow is doctor time. You should do the same! Mental health is important!

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      1 year ago

      Nice man! I think I’ll just have to man up and talk to a doctor, I don’t know if I’ll be able to do that anytime soon, but I appreciate it.

      also seems like I should have put less ephasiss on the test, that has just been one of the many things on the road to thinking I might have autismz but doubting online tests is a very really and good thing to do, so I can’t blame folk.