My father had schizophrenia and said many of the same type of things you’re saying here. Until he was medicated, he also saw these grand conspiracies to harass and threaten him. Once he received treatment, he learned to discern what was and was not real.
I urge you to seek help. Do what he did: set up two evaluations with psychiatrists and get the results. Then, without telling anyone if your intentions, pick a random date and time, drive way out of town, and check yourself into an ER or mental health facility for an emergency psych eval. See if the results match. All three of his did and he realized there was no way this grand conspiracy by shadow actors could have orchestrated it.
Did your father also have ex boyfriends in law enforcement who happen to hate him? It is more likely that you should be screened for mental illness since you might have a hereditary predisposition to it.
Yeah, he also responded by deflecting when people tried to offer help or pointed out that his stories didn’t make sense. I’m sure it’s exhausting to always defend an ever-growing, increasingly implausible narrative.
I honestly hope you can find peace, regardless of the source of your trouble.
Go to a different state and do it. You don’t sound well. Cops lie and plant evidence yes, but cops aren’t out there specifically targeting the Lemmy accounts of their exes to say to get therapy to deal with probable trauma.
This sounds like a clinical paranoia. I’m not a mental health professional though, I can’t clear you.
If I ever actually believe my actual law enforcement ex is capable of causing helicopters and airplanes to fly low over my home and to make people hack my phone not like hacking really works but like you’d see in a low budget movie, yeah, it’d be appropriate for others to suggest I need mental help.
You need help. Going through your history makes it so painfully obvious. Nothing adds up and there are far too many extremely improbable and literally impossible things, like knuckle imprints in your skull (that’s not how bone works) and drinking battery acid and thinking it just tastes a little off (that’s not how sulfuric acid works).
Your stories are cobbled together based on how things might work if one didn’t know any better.
Either you’re poorly making things up for attention or you actually believe them. Either one suggests significant mental illness.
I hope you have to experience every single thing I have. You are so fortunate that you can’t relate. I hope you’re blessed with the opportunities to relate better.
Since you admitted to stalking my profile, I posted a picture for you to see some past skull fractures.
I hope you find a hobby, outside of stalking profiles, and become a more peace oriented person. You seem to have a lot of anger towards strangers on the internet. I don’t know who hurt you, but it wasn’t me. I don’t deserve to be attacked by you. Find peace.
My father had schizophrenia and said many of the same type of things you’re saying here. Until he was medicated, he also saw these grand conspiracies to harass and threaten him. Once he received treatment, he learned to discern what was and was not real.
I urge you to seek help. Do what he did: set up two evaluations with psychiatrists and get the results. Then, without telling anyone if your intentions, pick a random date and time, drive way out of town, and check yourself into an ER or mental health facility for an emergency psych eval. See if the results match. All three of his did and he realized there was no way this grand conspiracy by shadow actors could have orchestrated it.
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Did your father also have ex boyfriends in law enforcement who happen to hate him? It is more likely that you should be screened for mental illness since you might have a hereditary predisposition to it.
Yeah, he also responded by deflecting when people tried to offer help or pointed out that his stories didn’t make sense. I’m sure it’s exhausting to always defend an ever-growing, increasingly implausible narrative.
I honestly hope you can find peace, regardless of the source of your trouble.
Go to a different state and do it. You don’t sound well. Cops lie and plant evidence yes, but cops aren’t out there specifically targeting the Lemmy accounts of their exes to say to get therapy to deal with probable trauma.
This sounds like a clinical paranoia. I’m not a mental health professional though, I can’t clear you.
Hey, I’ll be sure to remind you to seek mental help if you ever have exes in law enforcement and find yourself facing the same problems.
If I ever actually believe my actual law enforcement ex is capable of causing helicopters and airplanes to fly low over my home and to make people hack my phone not like hacking really works but like you’d see in a low budget movie, yeah, it’d be appropriate for others to suggest I need mental help.
You need help. Going through your history makes it so painfully obvious. Nothing adds up and there are far too many extremely improbable and literally impossible things, like knuckle imprints in your skull (that’s not how bone works) and drinking battery acid and thinking it just tastes a little off (that’s not how sulfuric acid works).
Your stories are cobbled together based on how things might work if one didn’t know any better. Either you’re poorly making things up for attention or you actually believe them. Either one suggests significant mental illness.
I hope you have to experience every single thing I have. You are so fortunate that you can’t relate. I hope you’re blessed with the opportunities to relate better.
Since you admitted to stalking my profile, I posted a picture for you to see some past skull fractures.
I hope you find a hobby, outside of stalking profiles, and become a more peace oriented person. You seem to have a lot of anger towards strangers on the internet. I don’t know who hurt you, but it wasn’t me. I don’t deserve to be attacked by you. Find peace.