I lied to myself about “I care about anonymity/privacy”. I can’t create any account with my real name and photo because I hate myself. Not because I’m ugly or I’m asshole, I just can’t stop hate myself. Doesn’t matter if I’m handsome or beatiful, I just can’t stop hate myself. I don’t have any sense of “me”. Who I’m? IDK and I don’t care. Maybe I’m overthinking, maybe this is what everyone does? I grew up with shit family and abusive environment. Being human is enough to get bullied, u don’t have to do anything. Maybe this is why… I can’t trust anyone and I feel like everyone secretly hates me. Just wanted to vent…