Even a lot of the meetings have so many people present nobody would notice if you’re there or not. A buddy of mine had a depressive streak where he was so bummed out he’d go to work and just pass out at his cubicle. It wasn’t deliberate, he just couldn’t bring himself to stay alert.

Missed a ton of meetings and everything. Then at the end of the week his boss would tell him he was doing a great job and to keep it up.

He ended up leaving because he felt like the indifference that everyone had towards the mission was making making him die inside a little.