Money. There’s no way Russia/rich people/criminals aren’t playing with these people. My conspiracy is that these people are so dumb they don’t know that they are being used or they are just really narcissistic.

I’ve been sucked into some crime stuff I never wanted to be a part of… It’s amazing the amount of “normal” people I found out were a part of it. Like parents of kids I grew up with, town workers etc. My view of life has changed completely and I can’t look at America the same again. I cannot believe how naive I was to think real authentic crime (think Ozark, criminal intimidation) wasn’t happening in my town. Now that I’ve experienced what these people do I really believe American politics is a lot more dirty than we are seeing. I saw people in my town being owned and used by people with more “power” than them because of fear. And cops would just laugh at me when I tried to hint to them something bads going on.

Luckily I’ve always embraced chaos and probably have more insight about omuerta than most and things have settled down (for me anyway). But goddamn I have PTSD and assume I’m always being followed now.