I, just wanna stop feeling anything. Never had friends but I could live with that, but I just want someone to embrace, someone that feels something for me, even if doesn’t last. Better than 0 for the rest of my life. This situation is slowly killing me.
The only thing that gives me some relief is gaming… (I read the post of like a week ago here that several dudes met their partner thanks to a videogame and I felt even sadder, why that wasn’t me? I’ve been gaming for 30 years now).
Getting involved with group activities is always the best answer. Hobby groups is a fantastic suggestion. Don’t overlook volunteering, too. And like Viking says, don’t be clingy. Relax and focus on the activity first, and let the social stuff happen naturally.