My sadism and masochism have combined to make cutting myself an incredibly pleasurable experience. Not as good as doing it without someone else but it’s close. I started doing it in middle school, but it took years for me to figure out why. I never resonated with the ‘self harm’ resources being thrown at me. Everyone assumed I was depressed but rly I was just horny lmao. Anyone else? I’ve always felt like a bit of a weirdo for this one.
I definitely get off on cutting. My ex used to cut me up with a hunting knife during play. I remember one of my best orgasms was when she cut my tits right at the point of climax. It threw my orgasm into overdrive. It was amazing. I’ve always had an erotic fascination with being cut, even if I did have a self-harm streak as well.