My sadism and masochism have combined to make cutting myself an incredibly pleasurable experience. Not as good as doing it without someone else but it’s close. I started doing it in middle school, but it took years for me to figure out why. I never resonated with the ‘self harm’ resources being thrown at me. Everyone assumed I was depressed but rly I was just horny lmao. Anyone else? I’ve always felt like a bit of a weirdo for this one.