I, just wanna stop feeling anything. Never had friends but I could live with that, but I just want someone to embrace, someone that feels something for me, even if doesn’t last. Better than 0 for the rest of my life. This situation is slowly killing me.

The only thing that gives me some relief is gaming… (I read the post of like a week ago here that several dudes met their partner thanks to a videogame and I felt even sadder, why that wasn’t me? I’ve been gaming for 30 years now).

  • Empty@leminal.spaceOP
    23·
    2 months ago

    Same thing. And Facebook is used mostly by old adults. And I don’t use Facebook anyways, I hate that place and hate being bombarded with photos of generic attractive girls I don’t know

    • viking@infosec.pub
      21·
      2 months ago

      Then I guess your options would be to look for events in the next bigger city, or consider moving.

      Middle of nowhere and fighting loneliness don’t exactly go well together.

      • Empty@leminal.spaceOP
        23·
        2 months ago

        I literally can’t move, live with my mother and currently I don’t have a job and can’t drive a car (not like we have one anyways)